Monday, October 02, 2006

These gay things I want to say.

I went on a cruise, to watch the fireworks for national day just now. What can I say? They're beautiful, Especially the dusty shimmery ones. Too bad the blue ones didn't appear much. But they were really beautiful. So beautiful it hurts.

The cruise is a company function my dad has to attend, and because of it, he can't go back to Singapore for the long weekend. I went with him. Everyone else there were a couple or family, and although I love my daddy, it feels, awkward.

In the midst of the spectacular fireworks, the guys(almost all french) creeped up to the ladies and held them from behind. I felt nothing but envious. Whenever I see something beautiful or interesting, it makes me miss him more. I know sort of realise why I'd prefer to do dull things and lead a monotonous life. Because I cannot stand not having anyone to share these things with. It just bottles up inside of me.

I miss you so much.

gwen blogged at 12:05 AM