Tuesday, October 31, 2006

I'm so ANNOYED!!! This keeps showing up.


I haven't been able to see my tagboard at all!

gwen blogged at 2:29 AM

I have been so bored that I bothered to go and swim in freezing waters. But chlorine water+reluctance to use goggles gives me this.


My eyes need to be tougher. But oh wellllllll. Used to them looking like that anyway.

gwen blogged at 2:22 AM

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Finally..... get to do some normal pigging out. Hehehehehe.... woke up at three odd in the afternoon. Woke up to a surprise. Not so bad having my aunt here. Cos she did the dishes. MWAHAHAHA. I'm bored but it's ok. Beats having to wake up early and going to school. But I still have to do my dad's laundry. The part time cleaner's on a holiday, and won't be here til Monday. So wel, maybe after the laundry I'd go for a swim.

Oh Bern, if you see this, I miss you too! Will call you after my aunt leaves, cos she using my prepaid.

gwen blogged at 4:53 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

I miss my hun.

I feel bad. I made him worry by not calling him when I was going to be home late. But it's not because I forgot him. But I really didn't expect him to be waiting or even worried. I think I must adjust some of my mentality.

He was really bothered but I'm happy, beause he really cares and I finally got someone who gives a shit about what I do, down to the smallest of things. And it's always the small things that count. I really don't want to mess things up. Everything's going real well.

For now I'm just dreaming of the day I get back, and for the coming two days or so, to put up with my visiting relatives. Really annoying. I don't like them and they're so strange. They come here to stay, and they brought everything, even their own teabags. And my gift from them(although not expecting any) was an old ice cream dripping some unidentified yellow goo. WOW.

gwen blogged at 7:21 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

My hunny's come and gone.

I have so many things to be happy about, such as my dad getting along with him and behaving, and all the sacrifices he made just to come. And how incredibly sweet he has been to me. But my heart feels heavy, and my head feels light. I don't really know what to do now. He's up in the air whereby I can't even reach on the phone. I miss my hun. It's like he just slipped through my fingertips, and has vanished into thin air. I've never felt more lost. The remnants of his presence here lingers on hauntingly, and I don't know what to do but just lie in the bed he slept in for five nights.

gwen blogged at 6:03 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

I'm so fidgety about Garry coming. I can't wait ans somehow it doesn't feel real. I can't believe he's really coming. I still got messages as prove, but I think I should check on Tuesday morning when I wake up to make sure it's not all a dream I had.

gwen blogged at 2:34 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Second day on receiving my macbook pro. Hehehehe going nuts on all the little tools here and there. wohoo! i love it but it still needs a little getting used to. especially about the control key. cannot kick it. my dad thinks im nuts for wanting a 17", i said no, im just blind. he says it's very bulky and i cannot be bothered to reply. hahaha differential treatment after he makes payment. no lah. just kidding. im as difficult as ever.

gwen blogged at 12:52 AM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

My dad's friend.

My dad has this colleague who's 58. He eats a hell lot, loves karaoke til 3am, goes to work late all the time and is trying to teach my dad to. Hey friend- grow up. Leave these kind of things to your grandson.

gwen blogged at 3:16 AM

Monday, October 02, 2006

These gay things I want to say.

I went on a cruise, to watch the fireworks for national day just now. What can I say? They're beautiful, Especially the dusty shimmery ones. Too bad the blue ones didn't appear much. But they were really beautiful. So beautiful it hurts.

The cruise is a company function my dad has to attend, and because of it, he can't go back to Singapore for the long weekend. I went with him. Everyone else there were a couple or family, and although I love my daddy, it feels, awkward.

In the midst of the spectacular fireworks, the guys(almost all french) creeped up to the ladies and held them from behind. I felt nothing but envious. Whenever I see something beautiful or interesting, it makes me miss him more. I know sort of realise why I'd prefer to do dull things and lead a monotonous life. Because I cannot stand not having anyone to share these things with. It just bottles up inside of me.

I miss you so much.

gwen blogged at 12:05 AM