Monday, March 21, 2005

back from nowhere.

wow. haha. havent blogged at all. ever since i came back it's been busy busy busy. but i will find time to chill with my dear friends. work work work again. not that i really mind since i've overcome my previous worries and mentalities.

i think i actually quite enjoyed myself at work today. besides that, i think everyone enjoyed. which is something that had been really lacking. some substantial joy in work. im glad to see it going like that, cos even if everyone might not stay long, but it'll be great nevertheless.

i'll wait and see. in fact, everyone would.

gwen blogged at 12:35 AM

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

sleep?

hah. now i know why i havent been feeling tired at night. because i stay in so much, that i have barely used up any energy i have restored in sleep. after one day out with jerline, im really tired. but i wonder if i can sleep still... i feel tired.. but not so sleepy. but im enjoying my countdown though... four more days then i'll be back in my non squeezy space... breathing my not so polluted fresh air... doing my not so little things. with my not at all unimportant person.

gwen blogged at 2:21 AM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

happy.

six more days to go and im still counting. couldnt get to sleep last night... but then someone called. felt really good to hear such a familliar voice other than my parents. it made me so much happier, and i dont feel so detached from my world at home. i'll be home soon. i hope it'll be soon enough.

gwen blogged at 12:33 AM

Thursday, March 03, 2005

proud proud proud!

hahaha i just cahnged my blogskin. on my own. hehe the girl who couldnt even zip or unzip a file in the past... hahaha boredom does push ppl to do strange things... but some rather gratifying. waha. im no longer a computer idiot?

gwen blogged at 5:19 PM

no humour.

i have found that my past few days were devoid of any sort of funny incidences because my mum doesnt want to go out. but she has found some way to get back at me.

tv is on, watching quite an interesting program on discovery.

me, eyes glued to the plastic box, trying to pay no attention to mum's idle chatter.

mum: you know that i dont believe in culture........... they should all believe in God.
mum(again): you know i dont believe in people cooking the best or what... it depends on indvidual taste mah....
mum!: oh! like you know that time your aunty.............................................................
blahblahblah. so we should all believe in God.

oh my goodness. my whole show ruined. yes, im a christian... but i dont think i make this kinda irrelavent links. almost all her sentences end with they should believe in God. i do, but she has to learn to be more tactful. wonder if there's some class she can take for that.

hah. it just brings me back to my old days in secondary school....

mum: you're becoming rebellious! you're becoming a delinquent!
me: nope... i just found some better things to do than just sitting at home watching all the tv reruns.
mum: no... i can't understand you at all.

in two weeks time... my mum is a proud member of a counselling class called "fei yue"-classes to teach you how to communicate effectively with your teenaged child. haha.

i'll start a class called "how to spread the gospel in an effective way that people won't find too many reasons to mock, ridicule, or ignore you. it's called being tactful and logical." well since my mum only endorses christian courses... well at least this will make her a better person. if only someone will come up with material for it and conduct the class.

haha. i contributed. i came up with the name of the class. with the abbreviation of "HTSTGIAEWTPWFTMRTMROIYICBTAL" haha that's hard to chew.

gwen blogged at 3:58 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

10~

ten days left.... haha never felt so excited to go home... at this rate im going here my mind will disintergrate. corrode away.

haiz. so worried about the school thing. no arts or d&t background... still have top wait til april for them to tell me if i have to come back for interview... then they decide if im in. well i asked for it didnt i... only last worries is the fees... one sem is like 6K+...

well well... we'll see lah... only time can tell.... wohoo... i sound like an old granny now...

gwen blogged at 3:23 PM