Friday, January 27, 2006

happy new year.

I feel so pathetic. I had never wanted my entire family together so much before. When I mean entire family, I mean like inclusive of the extended. The thirty over people at least. This is my first big festive season away from home, and it feels like shit. I feel like shit. I have no idea how this horrible three days of jealousy will get by.

Billy's been feeling unwell, and I have this theory that it's contagious through phone. Cos in these two days, he'll have a sore throat one night and by morning, I would have it. Then he has gotten the flu then come morning, and I experience extreme flu-like symptoms as well. Oh well. maybe I'm just mad or a hypochondriac.

I've only been here for two weeks. Dammit. I had a classmate who went on a holiday today. I wish I had a plane to catch.

gwen blogged at 11:14 PM