Wednesday, September 07, 2005

feeling sick.

I just got exempted from chinese class. Forever(half deflated whopee!) Only spoiler of the day is my throbbing head. I feel like it's gonna bust open. Think it's got to do with my late nights wake up early routine(surprise). Think I would have to start sleeping early too. Then it'll be sleep early... wake up early... get to school early... what has become of me.

Today we were to bring something important to us to class, and we were to talk about it. Mr SpongeBob was too personal to bring, so I brought my airplane ticket stubs instead. As I talked about my moving over here, the biggest milestone in my present life, I can feel the ever so often warmth in my eyes now. When I felt the dampening start, I had to cut it short. A crying episode in class is not what I need.

I hate this. Hate crying so much now. I miss home. I'm a wimp.

Picture this. A kid staying over somewhere, and despite having a good time earlier on, is now crying and says "but I just wanna go home"

gwen blogged at 9:29 PM