Thursday, February 10, 2005

the red days

welcome to the festival of our tiny world being splashed red. hate the dampened mood. can't seem to be getting into the festivities lately. maybe im just getting blue before i leave. that is if i leave. only two things will stop from doing so though, either not getting in or not being able to afford it. hate to have to leave. anyway, this trip that i'm taking next wed will last for almost a month, most of it being spent alone. seriously. jerline's gonna go see me on the seventh til i leave. and my parents are running around in the chinese world. first taipei then shanghai. wonder what i'll do. rot i guess. better go get a good read. any recommendations anyone? anyway, i'll be camping on msn, so will see most you guys there. so much for now, my head's pounding like nuts, i don't feel like sleeping, want so much to be out having fun, but i can't seem to be able to enjoy myself these two days, odd. well gotta go mooch around, and ferment in my room.

gwen blogged at 12:34 AM