Wednesday, September 22, 2004

school life?

was talking to helen with angela this afternoon. how odd things have become. we have no longer the drive to do work, and it's not because of unfamiliarity, it's not because of confusion, not of procrastination of the usual kind. it's just for no reason in particular. for angel;a and i it's definately because of the lack of boring holidays which caused the lack of anticipation of school term to start. we just drag on like that, not doing our work, yet, at the same time, not resting because there's no way we can rest in the face of crushing stress. we are caught, like a taut rubberband, we cannot let go, or the process of it will slap us in the face. yet we can't stretch any further, or we'll snap. either way, it's gonna hurt. so here we are, trying to balance delicately in between until either one happens. our skin braced to feel the sting to come.

gwen blogged at 12:28 AM